Tomorrow's the study date. :D
It was supposed to be today, but last minute, Pan decided to cancel! Then yeah, it caused quite a racket in tuition. Oh which reminds me, I haven't seem Claire there in awhile. The's the only responsive tuition person besides Pearl luh. The only other fun one there. But the three of us are the BESTBESTBEST. :D
We'll go to paris together one day. (:
I LOVED SCHOOL TODAY. :D
Mr Tan is now Mrs Poon! He bought all Mr Poon's shirts for him. All the BLUE ones Mr Poon always wears every single day. Physics was just the bestest period in my entire year. I can't remember laughing like that since last year. It feels really good. Laughing until your sides ache and you can't breathe. Mass was fun! Everyone was really great, excapt when FA scolded CS. ): She really didn't talk or snigger. But the last song, hold on to our dream.
Baby, I'm still holding on to our IJ dream. (:
I'm seriously going to miss school next next year.
I don't know where I'm going & I don't know why, listen to your heart.
Thursday, September 28, 2006
In today's composition, I wrote about a drug addict. He was slumped against the wall of his empty whitewashed apartment.
He dropped out of school at 13 and lost his parents at 14. Led a streetlife in the alleys, got into fights and was sent to a boys home. In there, it was really corrupted and he started to take this 'white powder'. He couldn't take all the pain in life so he just kept taking it, because it made time pass faster and forget the pain and anguish.
Then it's back to him in his house, all hungry as he hasn't eaten for days. He clings on to this child called Hope, born by his love for the drug which makes time seem faster. But it's too late, he's too hungry, too hungry for the drug. He is pronounced dead.
Time is a dangerous thing.
And my theme of the story? Time. I'm going to die okay, I went quite out of point, I think. But I kept enphasizing that it was because of him trying to kill time which led to his death. I hope they mark me well. I'm praying really hard.
We got scolded at the last period. It was quite frustrating, because we all really wanted to get out of school. Tuition was alright, study on sunday! Lots of tv shows to watch today. :D I can't wait.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Listen to your heart before you say goodbye.
My heart says don't say goodbye.
Monday, September 25, 2006
Yeah, you'll have to highlight everything here to read it.
Because I don't want to see it when I open this page.
Please don't think that this was easy.
You know how everything sucks when you're stuck in the middle. Especially when you don't know who you should really care about, when you hurt inside and everyone seems to be okay. Like how it is now, do we always have to turn this way? It doesn't get us anywhere, now I'm lost, really lost. I don't want to talk to you because we'll end up argueing or not talking in the end. I'd rather lose you now and keep what I have as compared to losing you, losing everything I really care about.
It seems easy when you're not me. But I can't just let you go this easy, you were once too close to me. But I don't want to let you go and I don't know what to do. I'm so confused.
Do you know I miss you?
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything
Would be like it was before
But nights like this
It seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
I'm really frustrated, especially about everything that has happened. I don't know what to do. I feel as if I have to choose between the four of you, I can't do this. I can't give up, even though you might have. I'm still struggling to find myself inbetween.
Dicami perche
Can’t keep believing, we’re only deceiving ourselves & I’m sick of the lies.
School was alright, I taught Marcella how to type with letters on the calculator. :D I can't believe she didn't know. My rash really itches, DARN SHAVING CREAM! Tsk, only for men luh. Hahaha. Boys NOT COUNTED. :D
I know everything. Just let it go.
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Today's funfair was a blast. I arrived super early and Ms Koh came and talked to me. Today she realised that Dan & I are cousins.
Our stall was awesome! The cream was EVERYWHERE! (: I got the most of it in my hair, terrible. I feel so much cleaner after bathing. :D Then after that went up to the youth room & I discovered that Pan doesn't know much nice songs, sad aye. Then sent Pan off and went pooling.
Don't tell me how much you hate him when you don't give him a chance
And we'll run for our lives
Saturday, September 23, 2006
One fillet-o-fish plus one double cheese burger equates to one really full Marianne and one hungary Leslie.
What's wrong with him? He finished off like four burgers, crazy.
& I was struggling after my second one, eek.
Of all the days, I had to miss you today.
Is there someone missing me?
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Okay, I know I haven't been online much, sorry. Tomorrow is my PIZZA DAY. :D
I can't wait, (: I've been waiting for so darn long.
I watched Hellogoodbye, they're really great. <3
Anyway, it's been 2weeks and 3days since Steve died. ): I want to see how Bindi is getting along, that poor girl, )':
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Calvin's CHANGED! :D
& he still looks pretty AWESOME. :D
So if Calvin is going to come out with his cd next year, I wonder what it will sound like. :D I hope it sounds better then the idream songs.
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Yesterday was awesome. Pretty much. :D
I saw stinchpenny at B&J's. They were like rockers but punk version, damn cool. The guitarist really looks like Nandee! The drummer was pretty great. The lead singer, MY FAVOURITE. :D
On the way back I got bullied. Haha, they kept playing the 'open/close' and 'bangbang' games. & I was like the only one who didn't get it, because somehow Leslie and Charissa found out the secret behind it!!
STINCHPENNY IS AWESOME.
-ROCKS. (:
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
I <3 Torres baby, :D
FIRST NAME Fernando José
SURNAMES Torres Sanz
DATE & PLACE OF BIRTH 20-03-1984, Madrid
HEIGHT 1.86m
WEIGHT 78kg
OMGGG, HOT ASS!
Tomorrow there's Physical Education. I think the name sounds wrong okay! But I don't really bother. :D Because I'm a slacker when it comes to anything involving work. (:
SLACKERRRRR. :D I think the song is just <3
Biology practical, femine poses appeared. The facsimile of what seemed to be fear haunts you. Your falter, your flaw. The perfect smile in denial. Why should you care? Beads, no, droplets of sweat form. They start rolling down the side of your face. Lolling dog! The resemblence is just waiting to be spoken. Whir, whir, do you hear them stir? The dog escapes, it runs out, it runs away. After all this time, after all the torture, the fans are put on again.
If you read and understood that, applausi. (:
BUT THEN AGAIN, ASODFIHRCVUNAOEIFHWEUH! :D
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
The phy/chem practical was not so good. Everyone got differnt results for the last gas! The answer is apparantly carbon dioxide. But our limewater didn't turn chalky la. It's like the gas came out so fast it went out of the tube before I could really test it properly. ): Plus the solution was slightly yellow for mine. I don't know why! This is sad.
I think my Physics section is all WRONG. But my results was quite good. I accidentally knocked Vanna's stand down while picking up my weights which somehow came unscrewed. I felt stupid and I wanted to burst out in laughter, but I controlled myself. Hahaha.
Oh, and I accidently closed a webpage. Darn, now I have to go find it all over again, rahh.
TOMORROW'S BIO PRACTICAL. GOOD LUCK EVERYBODY.
& shero, don't be so stressed, ):
Monday, September 11, 2006
Today was just wierd, I don't know why what happened happened. I shouldn't have put all the blame on one thing, I should have said something more reasonable. I don't wany anyone to talk to them.
Yeah, I broke down.
It's still painful, raw and it sickens me.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Yesterday was really great. :D
Steamboat-ed for two entire hours until we stunk, seriously stunk! Then we sprayed the orange can thing. I got sprayed by aunty, right at the neck/bra there.
Bused to the mrt and went to city hall, walked to esplanade rooftop. It was really awesome. (: Walked to candy empire, bused to city hall, mrted home. :D
Although the world may fail you and the stars fall.
I will be right beside you through it all.
Saturday, September 09, 2006
Sparkling angel I believed
You were my saviour in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn’t hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
Your dark intensions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
This world may have failed you,
it doesn’t give you reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.
The smile when you tore me apart.
A deceptive outlook, a facsimile of what used to be, a fantansy in which she never awoke from. The deaths he faced throughout his life, all the pain he went through. Physical and mentally, I'm exhausted. Don't try that on me again, one last time, one last breath. I don't want to let you go.
Friday, September 08, 2006
& is that it?
I got a not-so-great phone call.
Frankly, I don't know what to do.
It feels like I'm caught in the middle.
Sometimes, things go way out of hand & the least you expect is the most you can do. The mind limits you by trapping your minimal imagination. The heart pupptates when it hears the drum roll. Distraction is the key. Thinking about something else makes you hypocritical. Mention a word, then mention it again. Repetative, a good manner in english. This is what I mean, distraction. Now you have no clues, zero intelligence level for a investigator.
You've felt a broken heart.
Know exactly what you are before you tell that to me. You don't know what it's like; it's more than hurting.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Steve Irwin rocks yeah, I'm super sad he's gone.
I've thought about it & yeah he deserves these tributes.
You'll still live on in our hearts.
Would you hold my hand, if I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand, if I saw you in heaven?
If I saw you in heaven, I know there will be no more tears in heaven.
TIME CAN BRING YOU DOWN
TIME CAN BEND YOUR KNEES.
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Will you look at _,
_'s looking at me.
I am thinking about _ constantly.
I'm crazy for this _.
:D I LOVE SUNDAYS!
An angry person has angry dreams.
Anger is a dangerous thing, it can't be tamed.
Now, all I want is my lollipops. (: Lollipops are super cool. I am hungry. I love spaghatti. Spaghatti with these nice edible stuff. Oh so lovely. <3
Hunger consumes you.
